I can not wait to go. Buzz buzz buzz buzz, is it here yet? yet? yet? yet?
How will I ever screw up the courage to leave? How can I give up what i have? Most importantly, who I have? There are people that I miss so much it hurts my heart when I don't see them for a week. How will I leave? It might be easier to know that I was planning to be gone for a year. Or any predetermined amount of time. But I plan to be gone at least five years and maybe forever. What have I done? How can I hug these people for the last time for so long? I don't leave for seven months still and it already brings tears to my eyes some days.
I know I have to go, I just don't know how on earth I'm going to leave.
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